Lately Ive been targetted, or should I say blamed, for things that weren’t meant to happen. And it’s okay…I mean we all need reasons or excuses to lean against when everything around us collapses.
My friend, in a tauntful tone, asked me, “One day he is gonna walk away and never look back. And you’re gonna be right here staring at things fall apart. We all will move on. What are you gonna do? How you gonna face your conscience after all that you did ended up wrong?”
I will never forget these words and probably even this day. I sought out to help a person I know will one day walk away and never look back. I knew this thing for a fact and yet I chose to help this person out. The question is what you gonna do when everything you did ended up wrong? What you gonna do when everything around you goes wrong? My best guess? You do the right thing when everything around you goes wrong. And I chose to help a person when he was in need. I didn’t think twice if it was worth it. I mean how can you even think if helping a person is gonna be worth it at all!? All that should matter is when someone needs a helping hand, you should be there to simply help.
At that time I simply sat quiet listening to my friend’s taunts but funny thing I didn’t feel bad or even at loss. Cuz I know by the end of all this I’ll be a better person than who I was yesterday and that’s all that matters. That’s all that should matter.
